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September 30 Just a tree...The leaves shattered everywhere
I stand beneath this old tree
Looking at it, I compare to myself
yes a tree I have bcome
Used to have greenery
and birds used to sing with me
children used to play with me
people used to enjoy my shade
but they are gone now
I stand tall, naked
My dreams and desires
those who wrapped me
are down on the ground...
all shattered and wind blowing them distant
I stand there all alone watching them swept away
Those were mine, once
but no more now...
Sometimes in the heavy rain
and sometimes on the hot sunny day
covered with snow sometimes
freezing to the boiling...
just facing the challenges that come ahead
And not sure
what's going to happen
fear of running down by the flow of water
or bing blown away with the wind current
Just fear of falling down
I spread my hand
hope that somebody finds me
and give a hug
I want it so bad
don't let me just stay still
I don't want to be a living dead
come enjoy with me, is what I wish for
But haven't given my hope yet!
someday I will be back again
with my good all days
with my dreams and wishes growing again
I'm sure
I'll find a cure to treat this pain September 03 My princessDear, my sweet princess I was happy to hear your voice Nearly cried when you called "Baba Baba" those words you screamed Nearly tore my heart apart There I was alone lost and lonley Just couldn't keep thinking I was on the flight with my thoughts near you Dreamed of being with you and holding you in my arms Share those sweet words you'd speak to me and say again "Baba Baba".. please take my hand.. I'd then take you for a walk play with the pebbles and stones I remembered the day when we were beside a pond and there I handed you a pebble you threw it in the water and splashes there were so happy you were and you laughed out loud oh dear, I'm missing those laughters right here now... just thinking and thinking I see the pictures and accompany my heart pray that my child is okay my princess is healthy and good distance and the memories life full of misery That's it! And That's it! Trying just to feel your absence and how hard it is living a life like this... I love you my princess and dad's missing you lovingly as always July 16 Just Thinking...Just thinking....
I thought I wouldn't cry
But those tears just dropped
Wished I'd cry with you
Never it was a reality
Still living in hope though
You'll be back someday
Dear, it's been such a lonely day
And the nights seem even longer
Longing to be with you
day dreaming about you
it's such a sweet memory
Wished I'd share them
All alone with you
Just you, me and our togetherness
Wouldn't that be teasing time?
Long distance and time passing slow
Playing with imaginations
And the beautiful times we shared
Hovering all around...
I look at the walls
I see you smiling back at me
And I smile back
Again you're gone; lost!!
That glimpse hurts again
Thinking about our sweet face
And your sweet laughter
Dear, here I am alone again...
Just thinking... June 17 QuotesU want & u get, that's luck, U want & u wait, that's time. U want but u compromise, that's life. And U want & u wait & u don't compromise that's LOVE. U want & u get, that's luck, U want & u wait, that's time. U want but u compromise, that's life. And U want & u wait & u don't compromise that's LOVE. We cannot be together, But we'll never be apart, For no matter what life brings us, You’re always in my heart May 29 I walk aloneWalking this empty street
I wonder oh Lord! why did you left me alone?
Never knowing the destiny
where am I heading to?
I walk alone
Lost and lonely
Searching for the will to survive
Yes, I am walking on
New places and different faces
but the empty road ahead
no one besides me
and no one to talk with
what a cruel world it is
there are thoughts in my mind
memories and imaginations
what a life would have been with you near me?
It's hard to live, just to walk
in every step ahead
when no's there to care
all these thoughts just hovering around
I walk alone
I walk alone
May 28 Strange FeelingI got this strange feeling today... it's early in the morning 2:27. I wasn't asleep. I was lost to myself thinking what's going on in this life. But then I realize that everything happens for the good. Yeah, this strange feeling occupied my mind. Why should I worry when it's going to happen. Yes, big desires and overload in mind only creates mental torture. Wishing big and not getting through it may ruin a day. So I stopped worrying about it. Nobody knows what's going to happen next and one should not worry about it. It comes and it goes. The only thing that remains is you only you. So, it's you who decides what's to do and what not. I listened to the song my wish. It really inspired me. "Your dreams stay big your worries stay small" Yeah. that's really cool. I went outside. Looked around. It's cold and it was slightly raining. It made my day. Yes, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile... more than anything..more than anything... my wish for you that this life becomes all that you want to... Just a feeling I felt to this day. I hope to do the best in life and keep on walking. I don't know what to write next. Just this much... Be happy to what you have and enjoy to the fullest. March 06 Miss YouSomewhere very far from here across the seven seas we are far away distance between us has made our life a sweet sorrw lonliness is bitter without you just thinking and hoping to be with you you mean so much to me now I am realizing how it feels like to be apart how it feels like to be far away? And how it feels like to miss someone so badly? My heart aches for you as you are far from me..... Can't control my tears when I think about you and the times we had together.... I really miss you..... I miss you as my heart beats............... (P.S. I wrote this poem when I was in SG. Dated: Monday,Apr 3 2006, 08:18:33 AM) February 24 Ma Chu NiMa Chu Ni... When things go wrong When sadness fills your heart when pain flows in your eyes always remember 3 things i am with you still with you will always be with you the other one is If ups and downs ever come your way if noboday care what you say if the whole world turns its back on you if the sky seems like falling right on your head if you really really feel lonely and down and dead Just don't care Ma chu ni -Annuu- June 14 Some of My Favourites!!!Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Love is like a rose in winter, only the strong survive. "Where there's a will, there's a way. And where there's a way, then there's usually a stop sign somewhere along the road." Anger is one letter short of danger.
Life is not measured by the number of breathes we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away.
Do not cry if the Sun sets at the end of the day, because the tears will not let you enjoy the beauty of the Stars.
Love is like heaven but hurts like hell.
"I'm not scared of dying, I just don't want to!"
"If the first grape you eat is bitter then you will not bother eating grapes again. If the first grape you eat is a sweet one then you will be willing to eat a lot of bitter grapes in search of another sweet one "
"Love is like a war, easy to begin, hard to end" If you were a tear in my eye I would not cry for fear of losing you.
Can’t find a reason why God gave you to me. But that’s not a question to be asked. May be question is how did God knew that I needed someone like you"
It's been said that you only truly fall in love once, but I don't believe it. Every time I see you, I fall in love all over again
There is no greater happiness than having you...and no greater bliss than sharing this life with you. If I had one breath to spare...If I had just one moment to live...I would be spending it with you."
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